hanging on together

First few photos:yesterday's birthday celebration for CT ms chua;)It was a successful celebration cos as you can see, ms chua was like so shock and she's sooo shy!Funny! She was totally taken aback when orson and i supposedly having geog 'consultation' and we started singing happy bday HAHA nice 1!Anyway i think such surprises are cool!

Today, breakfast with xin in the morn!THANKS FOR THE POSTER omgg love it!!went to ding's house for sectionals, machiam AKA sauna LOL freaking warm sia!After which we had a section lunch at pasta mania's @bedok point outlet!Then andre, rx, shijing and i went to NEX to sing k and talk crap hahaah so funny omgg and shijing's voice vehhh high!i think it's like super nice.actually andre and rx also can sing quite high but suddenly will become ultra sound or some anyhow tune hahahah, but it was kinda fun~

thanks for the memories

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

OO OO OO OO OO OO OO OO OO

erhu 24/7, everyday, everyone.

erhu section 2011:)eehaw!

Camwhore section after CO!

omgg, the shirt looks so long here): Look at the sleeve!

shijing:my ji ko pah partner and andre: my cai quan partner!

Gaohu 2011:)

SHIJING:))

UNCLE ONG:))

ERHU camwhore no1

OH YEAA, the shirt looks like some butterflies from far HEH But who cares;) Its nice!SPOT ME!

Gearing up for syf 2011!
Really hope taht we will all make it. I've been seeing all the CO and erhu people EVERYDAY LOL In less than 7 hours again!HAHA In school for almost 14 hrs daily. SAve meee, But at least i know its all ending soon and i know it will pay off. This syf journey is coming to an end, the j2s are stepping down and the j1s are gonna take over. But for now, lets not htink so far, lets focus on syf first. HEard that nyco is really gd in comparison with other COs so ya its kinda heartening to see that and the seniors unwavering support just gives us that little extra push to go even further. Let's all make history together, alright?;)

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

EEHAW

election 2011

okay stupid blogger.god knows why i cannot post pictures):

Dinner last night with HUQIN section:)It was damn funny hahah.we should have more makan and bonding session. Ajisan was niceeee omg. And i realised the elections 2011 is really kinda interesting. Looking at the different parties and analysing their words they speak.Some of them are like so confident, making promises that seriously will not work. ''within 3 months we will make sheltered walkways for ....' Seriously, how is that possible??LOL Others say ,''im not a tiger''!Another said ,''we are not talking bout election, we are talking bout eRection''omggg.JOKE mannn singaporeans ahahaha. REally looking forward to the voting results Cant wait to vote 5 years down the road!
Rehearsal tml. omgg, co's gonna be so funny LOL.
Hopefully gaohu wont get chased out because of me, lets hope!

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
heehee

if only you would catch me when i fall

YAY My new N8 covers:> chio maxx, love it!

Encouragement notes for CO. Hmm, hopefully the person who gets my card will read it and keep it man, i spent along time doing it.

HEH BELOVED

He loves to go 'kai kai':>

URA TRIP. 1035! Almost the entire class was there! OH and i remembered we went to maxwell food centre to eat dinner after this trip!:)

Sometimes when you really make the effort, i don feel anything, does this mean i no longer like you?

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

love them

wished felicia was here too):
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

alright man PRSSCO!

OHYEA OHYEA PRSSCO DID IT AGAIN!i love the drum part at the back, watch it! (Y) our perc is really strong this yr!

The juniors did it once again.Im sooo happy for them. Prssco created yet another history!040407 , 200409, 190411 ALRIGHT MAN.congrats people!! Rushed down after a funny lunch with hannah and jody and met pei at mrt first. Overshot the stop so we sat back hahah REtarded max!

We sat there damn long and they talked damn lots of crap. Sat with viv, xin,shell , kylie matthew and weijie in the middle of no where we were waiting anxiously for the results. Zao zhi dao cong ming yi dian. Learn from yiyan, wear orange colour blend in/ learn from jing xiong, follow ding lao shi enter/learn from ruixiang, pretend you dont know anything and try to hide in the crowd to be pushed inside the SCH concert hall!

No 14, si li zhong xue, pasir ris secondary school....GOLD WITH HONOURS *SCREAMS !!! excitingggg!! WOO WOO We saw people screaming(im in this categry), people clapping, people crying, people jumping, people hugging etc. All this are just nostalgic scene of past success and today's happenings.DID MANY MANY three cheers today till i lost count. tompang Ms Ho's car to tampines for dinner. MS HO EPIC FUNNY i tell you muahahah. EVERYthing also can crap. She cannot pronounce complex number, she purposely read as COMPLACK numbers LOL. We learn inequalities in the world cos thats the only thing that is existing. We lean stats so that in the future we can compare to the millionaires and come to a conclusion that we are just earning peanuts compared to them. From there, we shall integrate in to the society first before we can stand out and differentiate ourselves from others by being bigger peanuts LOLOL.bthbth laugh until wanna cry with vivien and ms ho. epicccc! And how pagers made people vibrated in the past, and that people din know what was vibrating, whether it was their pager or tamogotchi LOL AND HOW MS HO forgot if she locked the car, walked like almost 10m away then she locked the car !OH and did i mentioned the security guards chased us out of SCH!? BUTT, MR lokhman comes along and spoke up and he told us to scream even more WOOHOOO WAY TO GO MAN, YOU ROCK !!!how awesome can teachers be.

Dinner at TM with PRSSCO. But of cos i gathered with the alumnis:)talked sing song laugh crapp omgg funnnn:>Now that PRSS HAS DONE IT, WATCH OUT WORLD, It's time for NYCO;)

I LOVE PRSSCO MUAK MUAK, QIAO HUI

why wouldnt people understand

The first part of the post is dedicated to my beloved PRSSCO: > Gearing up for Syf 2011 Cupcakes for every single member participating in Syf 2011, CHIO RIGHT!?;)

The cupcake was full of butter, im serious!!&yes!Alumnis get to eat too!

Ingredients: Love, passion, resilience

The goal for tuesday!

Okay ignore this, the picture looks retarded here.

HAHA okay, this epic junior RX!

He's epic/cui/dono what to do face. HAHA

dearest cookie who seem kinda sick these few days, man ): hope he hurry recovers!

ooo love love ooo

Saturday

Went down to TECC to lend PRSSCO my support. It has been a sweat-filled journey for most of them i believe. It wasnt easy for any batch to get gold with honours even. But two batches have done it. Now, i believe, too that the juniors have the ability and the seniors are counting on them to keep the torch burning. Ding's ruthless scoldings, late night practices and the cold freezing auditorium were part of the package-endurance. But i think, them, having come thus far is on their very last lap of the race. Jiayou PRSSCO:> On tuesday, you will see a big batch of seniors going down to SCH there to support you guys physically and mentally . We will be there to witness yet another historical moment of our orchestra. Oh and another thing that warms my heart deeply are the little things the teachers done. I remembered, for my batch, Mr wong bought pao pao cha for everyone and Ms kuan bought Magnum ice cream to excite us. Seniors wrote little notes and placed ferero-rocher on our chairs when we left for break, and when we returned, we were surprised with these little actions. This year, like always the teachers , i believe, made cupcakes for them. And yes, arnt they like so chio!? every single cupcake was personalised with their names on it. And yes, though it tasted buttery, you can taste the effort ,desire and warmth from the big PRSSCO family. Love that feeling. So on a lighter note, will be going down on tuesday with my batch people and we shall hope for the best on thursday. Recieving the results shall be the most climatic moment !!

Sunday(Today)

Went for Ian's group tuition today. Well, dont know why. The problem does not lie with him, it lies with me. I think im the one who has problems catching up. My speed is like a lil slower than people. But maybe i havent include the fact that they have already completed the entire topic unlike my school which haven started at all> :so in other words, i am like starting from scratch, how pathetic. The three hours to me was like (*omgg, wth is he, im like uber lost) and i think my face also show signs that im in my own world uh, couldnt even answer his qns. Guess gotta stick back to my 1 to 1 tuition. Maybe it suits me better. After tuition, he called??I told him i preferred one to one. And he said that he couldnt garuntee a gd timing nearing exams. But somehow i wonder, what else could i actually ask for?>: He told me to focus on my studies and not other committments. Once again, i have difficulty expressing. He doesnt know why i cannot do certain things, does he? Moreover, its a matter of responsibility and character. None of which i can go against. He made it so clear, to the extent of almost spelling out the entire situation for me. But, im stuck. Really. Im afraid i cannot catch up. Im afraid i will end up with greater dissappointment.

Maybe all that is happening are just on the surface. yea i got it.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

a brighter sun for a brighter tml

small talks

one day i wanna try this!^
YAY finally have the time to blog.
This week is really very hectic with me recaching home at almost pitch dark everyday and staying up to wee hours of the morning cos i was preparing for tests the next day. Finally, its over for this week, dead tired
Going done to support PRSSCO this weekend during their practices, hopefully next tuesday, they will put up something good!yay meeting xin and the rest, woo woo got lots to tell her. miss her crap.
All the block tests results are out. some were crap others were okay only bah, resilience, all it takes to reach the finish point!When will i ever see AAAA/A in my result slip omgg):
heheee, latelt forensic heroes 2 is on channel U @ 10 pm. Go watch k, highly recommended cos got shuai ge(melts*)weeeheee, very shuai very shuai, applicable only to kevin cheng HAHA okay im beig such a retard here.
In Secondary school, when you play and party out loud, that's called happiness.
In JC, When you have no tests, that's called happiness.
See the contrasts??I've learn to be easily contented in JC, really..
24 days to syf. comeon nyco. own the rest.
perf in 12 days time
Rehearsal in 18 days


If it's really true, will you prove it and show it to me?

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
meetups excites me

terribly sick

terribly sick. Woke up feeling dead in the morning. Luckily i have my ultra wonderful 365 days mc to cover me. Went to the doctors. Down with fever, cough, flu, sorethroat, inflmation, headache.

What a time to be sick .

At times when you feel like you cannot continue, here comes a bunch of friends to buck u up, pull you along this tough road ahead, and you agreed to walk this route together. Life is tough, and its tougher to continue than quit. But once we conquer it, we ourselves become tougher.

Going for my gp tuition tml instead cos i missed mine today. And i cannot finish studying, like always uh. T_T

i love honey aloe veraaa

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

If only life was as easy as 1 2 3!

cant think of a title

HAPPY DAY SAD DAY ANGRY DAY WHat the shit is wrong with me. sorry my blog is one of the virtual ways to express out. i hate it when you dont keep things to ur promise i hate it A LOT , get it? We are students, we have lessons, we have tests, you are over demanding, you are unreasonable, you are not logical, you are unfair, you are just everything i cannot comprehend,you are just pushing me to my limit. I feel like throwing in the towel and walk off at times but i know i cant Why?? cos i din study hard enought to get into ny by purely results. im stuck. if i quit, i willbe outta school right, how pathetic. Do ppl know that? No they dont i guess They just speak a few sentences not knowing how impactful their words are They just insult you outright in the face til u feel hurt inside, yet you dono who to turn to cos you also dont wan more ppl to feel sad But at the same time you really wish for ppl to be there by you i feel so stressed up. i wanna quit, can i?

Time for an update

updated!

Last sunday was hanging out with reatrds day (Y). Almost everyone was present!:)We ate dou jiang you tiao, ate astons cos qixun looked abit sad when we say go PS eat instead haha. Anyway, this week was...'phew, am i glad that it's over!At least for the timebeing.

Passed GP and chem:) But of cos not a very decent pass and i flung maths. WTS seriously. do so much for math still so cui. Everytime see maths will have that,''hi enemy, i hate you feeling' how you tell me?): I stil bother to msg mr tan ask bout calculator pblm he reply me your gc spoil, throw away. LOL wth man seriously. Like that next time how to ask you tell me. Econs econs my dearest econs, my hopes are all on you. And for geog, can pass jiu okay liao, counting the fact that when we were stepping into the hall, we din even knw what sinuosity ratio was LOLOL

CO four times a week. is almost an everyday is CO day kinda thing. Lots of thigns to settle. Erhu was bombarded by ding like siao. we will buck up. I don see what is stopping us yea!JIAYOU ERHU, JIAYOU NYCO, to the second GWH 2011! Gao hu ah gao hu omgg, pls don fail me okayy. and to - , i will say i think nyco is a dark horse and we will outdo the rest. It doesnt matter what school is before or after us, because we are. NYCO.:]we are unique , that does it alright, in your face!HEH

Co practices are intense now, i mean which school wouldnt be!?But sometimes i really wish for a breather. One which i would have time to reflect upon.

mind's a whirl now. be there will you?

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

thank you deanna and the exco of the previous bath for coming out with the gwh board, sincerely appreciate it a lot.

reflect bout it, think through

HAPPY bday PEI!

Pei's bday mini celeb in school during break HEH guess she was happy:D

Before the holidays:

After the holidays: Anywayyy my kor named the new dog REX. Sounds quite nice eh i think weehee. REX REX woohoo!

Tuition today, manns!They are gonna intensive already. What a time to start intensive practices when syf are nearing.3 HOURS OF GP A WK!?holy cowww, my gp better improve, but i feel my GP improving a lil bit like now i have a more logical thinking, (not trying to say in the past i dint have ya) But then like more logical la. Plus sentences are more coherent now compared to the past. But i have no idea if i can change it cos the sunday classes are always fullT_T dont know how im gonna go about with my schedule now that CO is in on mon wed fri sat.

After tuition went down to TECC to meet xin and feli and kylie came later. Lunched with xin and talked crap then went to support prssco:) jiayou OKAY!!I'm sure you all will do well. On the whole i think they rally look better than nyco, reason being:quantity+unity=strength. They are together in it, i can see it. So jiayou okay dearest juniors!!Ur seniors will go down to support you all on the actual day. Play with ur feelings and magnify ur actions, when you get gwh, the one thing you will sure miss, ding's scoldings!OH AND SHE WAS DAMN FIERCE TODAY lol wts. She screeched at erhu section, blast her lungs at suona etc. And i think when we compare ding in ny and prss, i would say, taking prss as base 100, in ny , she is only 20 :> Seriously, all the words came blaberring out of her mouth and waa drowned in scoldings hahaha but those were seriously the prss days!

Oh and i got saboed by ding, mskuan, mr lee, xin, and matthew, choonwang those juniors to make an impromptu speech, so i just anyhow bomb some encouragement and tell them they will SCREAM AND CRY tears of joy with gwh. and i told them to jian chi and put more filling(feelinggg!)And with that i really hope prssco will become a legendary co;)

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

Meet retards tomo!!

After a hurricane, comes a rainbow

GOOD THINGS MUST SHARE :>
-Promos are OVER!
-Ann is back tml!! OMG!
-Pei's 18th bday in less than 3hrs time!
-Think im going back visit PRSSCO on sat!
-OMG!Retards !! Lunch on sunday!!WOOHOO
-Went out with the girls today!(easy $!LOL Plus k was fun!!)
-Meet COOKIE's(my darling!)didi!! (:
-Meet my brother's darling!!Mitsubishi lencer!
LIFE'S GOOD. 8 good things that happened after a stressful week :>>

Me, vivienne, ebel, jody, nan!
Went to work for Spore tech today. 3hrs20 mins $28!HAHA and the best part, we just pressed a few buttons and stalk people on fb!HAHAH

Left<: cute uh!!!Deciding its name still. Shall get him to be cookie's companion. Though i will know cookie will be my no1 still cos after all, he's a real nice doggy for 4 years and counting.love him max!

My bro's darling now!!Got a shock when i came home!I saw this car parked within the house and i was still thinking why my maid washing other people's car. Later then did it came to my mind that OHHH ANn'S CAR!

YAY HAPPY LIFE

HAPPY GIRL

QIAO HUI

BYE!!

honey sweet bitterness, can you taste it?

hahaa this's sooo cute!

The kids from bendemeer primary!

Playful kids, but well, they are kids , cant blame them!

FINALLY BLOCK TESTS ARE OVER.

it's really getting its toll on me. I really studied this block tests and i seriously think i will have a hard time with a.tan. sure in his gas chamber alrdy. GG-FIED. dono why this word these few days super commonly used esp to describe today for math and geog!HAHA But whatever la, its over.I just hope it really pays off. This week was really hell. Tuesdays after chemistry felt so drained out, headache. Thought one sleep and its over but was soo wrong, i threw up. Din knew what was happening but i know i just got worried that i could not finish studying. Then after which yesterday and today that my stomach isnt really feeling well. Kept having the wanna vomit feeling. siann!If tml still like that friday must go see doctor liao. BOOO. ANW, tml gonna meet the girls to work for a short while:) YAY. And it feels shiok to not face books . SHIOK AHH:DD

And oscar requested for this:)

HI oscar dont kill me,hahaha but i dont know what to write here!!OHH i know!!CAnt wait to meet you guys on sunday (Y)!! SO long never meet you all liao. Actually not very long but to me its very long uh)): Excitingggg

Additional practices, omggg

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

we gonna dance dance da-da-da-dance

just like the world is ou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ours

we're tearing it apar-par-par-par-par-part

we know we're super stars we are who we are

face books

(left to right)
my math, gp, econs,geog, geog,geog,geog,chem, chem, math, econs, gp(not in photo)

Se how geog learns about saving the environment yet its the one taking up most papers!

Kinda addicted to listening to radio now,esp on bus rides. listening up for new songs that are to me unique in a way.

Kor's gonna enlist on tues. oh man im gonna miss him)): ( *Inserts many many many more sad faces) 10 days , a countdown it shall be. When my block test ends, he will be back (Y)

till then, bye world.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

never limit urself

thought provoking subjects

Random thought
if 8= eight
People sometimes write 'hate you' in 'h8 you', correct?
but when you spell it out when h + eight = height.
Why is it so weird at times?

It's the march holidays. *blink blink* time flies. no it should be time disappears. Soon it will be over!:)) cant wait. Kor got his driving license already. awesome thinggg:) congrats to him !! It's sort of a skill/asset like my dad says. For this i agree. But another i would object.
This is why
6:30 pm. (news in chinese.... JAPAN GOT EARTHQUAKE)):)
Dad: Hui ahh!!! come !! see this!!
me: huh whaa??(walks over to his room)
me: (stares at the tv and see the report on jap's earthquake and tsunami)
Dad: See!!This is called retribution!! LAst time japan invade so many countries now got retribution, got karma!! God unhappy with them already, god punishing them!
me: ZZZZ. It's not god unhappy, it's cos they are located along active plates and faults! You asking a geog student lei uncle.
Dad: nono is god unhappy!!
(News on China's earthquake)
me: Now what..!?? China invaded which country you tell me?? Why god unhappy again?HUH?
dad: speechless
me: (smiles and walk out of room with brother laughing) HAHA
Hope that disaster aid will reach those victims soon): sad to see so many disasters happening.
thursday's SL project.hope it will turn out well.
block test, pls dont fail me k!!
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
finger faces

just a phone call away and 'll be there

our friendship as pure as this lemonade ice cream. love it.
Had a loong chat of 3 hours on e phone last night.

It feels really nice to have someone understanding you and what you are going through and being able to be each other's pillar of strength,for i know we can do it and we shall hang on.

Erase all past memories and start afresh.Tolerance is the word, success is the outcome,support is the process. let's do it.

memory clear:)

tml's mon. mon blue sets in early.my friend, are you with me?

with love,qiao hui

thank you, my mental pillars of strength

dashed

Results out yest. within expected range so yup, even though no A but still,acceptable.In the same boat as pei.rx, you owe me 2 icecreammm.
vivien:cheer up, focus on the others and outshine the rest
xin: congrats girl;)smart ass!


i felt so cheated.
i dont know who i can open up to. The people whom i can turn to are all in different schools. Where are you))):The world out there is so complicating.
It suddenly feels like i need to orientate myself form the beginning, all over again. A fresh start. It seems so messy now. esp my heart. neither left nor right is right. can i just remain where i am and cont? i wanna escape from school, seriously.can 2011 pass even faster?I dont know how much longer i can take it.

QIAO HUI
isnt happy