if only you would catch me when i fall

YAY My new N8 covers:> chio maxx, love it!

Encouragement notes for CO. Hmm, hopefully the person who gets my card will read it and keep it man, i spent along time doing it.

HEH BELOVED

He loves to go 'kai kai':>

URA TRIP. 1035! Almost the entire class was there! OH and i remembered we went to maxwell food centre to eat dinner after this trip!:)

Sometimes when you really make the effort, i don feel anything, does this mean i no longer like you?

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

love them

wished felicia was here too):
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

alright man PRSSCO!

OHYEA OHYEA PRSSCO DID IT AGAIN!i love the drum part at the back, watch it! (Y) our perc is really strong this yr!

The juniors did it once again.Im sooo happy for them. Prssco created yet another history!040407 , 200409, 190411 ALRIGHT MAN.congrats people!! Rushed down after a funny lunch with hannah and jody and met pei at mrt first. Overshot the stop so we sat back hahah REtarded max!

We sat there damn long and they talked damn lots of crap. Sat with viv, xin,shell , kylie matthew and weijie in the middle of no where we were waiting anxiously for the results. Zao zhi dao cong ming yi dian. Learn from yiyan, wear orange colour blend in/ learn from jing xiong, follow ding lao shi enter/learn from ruixiang, pretend you dont know anything and try to hide in the crowd to be pushed inside the SCH concert hall!

No 14, si li zhong xue, pasir ris secondary school....GOLD WITH HONOURS *SCREAMS !!! excitingggg!! WOO WOO We saw people screaming(im in this categry), people clapping, people crying, people jumping, people hugging etc. All this are just nostalgic scene of past success and today's happenings.DID MANY MANY three cheers today till i lost count. tompang Ms Ho's car to tampines for dinner. MS HO EPIC FUNNY i tell you muahahah. EVERYthing also can crap. She cannot pronounce complex number, she purposely read as COMPLACK numbers LOL. We learn inequalities in the world cos thats the only thing that is existing. We lean stats so that in the future we can compare to the millionaires and come to a conclusion that we are just earning peanuts compared to them. From there, we shall integrate in to the society first before we can stand out and differentiate ourselves from others by being bigger peanuts LOLOL.bthbth laugh until wanna cry with vivien and ms ho. epicccc! And how pagers made people vibrated in the past, and that people din know what was vibrating, whether it was their pager or tamogotchi LOL AND HOW MS HO forgot if she locked the car, walked like almost 10m away then she locked the car !OH and did i mentioned the security guards chased us out of SCH!? BUTT, MR lokhman comes along and spoke up and he told us to scream even more WOOHOOO WAY TO GO MAN, YOU ROCK !!!how awesome can teachers be.

Dinner at TM with PRSSCO. But of cos i gathered with the alumnis:)talked sing song laugh crapp omgg funnnn:>Now that PRSS HAS DONE IT, WATCH OUT WORLD, It's time for NYCO;)

I LOVE PRSSCO MUAK MUAK, QIAO HUI

why wouldnt people understand

The first part of the post is dedicated to my beloved PRSSCO: > Gearing up for Syf 2011 Cupcakes for every single member participating in Syf 2011, CHIO RIGHT!?;)

The cupcake was full of butter, im serious!!&yes!Alumnis get to eat too!

Ingredients: Love, passion, resilience

The goal for tuesday!

Okay ignore this, the picture looks retarded here.

HAHA okay, this epic junior RX!

He's epic/cui/dono what to do face. HAHA

dearest cookie who seem kinda sick these few days, man ): hope he hurry recovers!

ooo love love ooo

Saturday

Went down to TECC to lend PRSSCO my support. It has been a sweat-filled journey for most of them i believe. It wasnt easy for any batch to get gold with honours even. But two batches have done it. Now, i believe, too that the juniors have the ability and the seniors are counting on them to keep the torch burning. Ding's ruthless scoldings, late night practices and the cold freezing auditorium were part of the package-endurance. But i think, them, having come thus far is on their very last lap of the race. Jiayou PRSSCO:> On tuesday, you will see a big batch of seniors going down to SCH there to support you guys physically and mentally . We will be there to witness yet another historical moment of our orchestra. Oh and another thing that warms my heart deeply are the little things the teachers done. I remembered, for my batch, Mr wong bought pao pao cha for everyone and Ms kuan bought Magnum ice cream to excite us. Seniors wrote little notes and placed ferero-rocher on our chairs when we left for break, and when we returned, we were surprised with these little actions. This year, like always the teachers , i believe, made cupcakes for them. And yes, arnt they like so chio!? every single cupcake was personalised with their names on it. And yes, though it tasted buttery, you can taste the effort ,desire and warmth from the big PRSSCO family. Love that feeling. So on a lighter note, will be going down on tuesday with my batch people and we shall hope for the best on thursday. Recieving the results shall be the most climatic moment !!

Sunday(Today)

Went for Ian's group tuition today. Well, dont know why. The problem does not lie with him, it lies with me. I think im the one who has problems catching up. My speed is like a lil slower than people. But maybe i havent include the fact that they have already completed the entire topic unlike my school which haven started at all> :so in other words, i am like starting from scratch, how pathetic. The three hours to me was like (*omgg, wth is he, im like uber lost) and i think my face also show signs that im in my own world uh, couldnt even answer his qns. Guess gotta stick back to my 1 to 1 tuition. Maybe it suits me better. After tuition, he called??I told him i preferred one to one. And he said that he couldnt garuntee a gd timing nearing exams. But somehow i wonder, what else could i actually ask for?>: He told me to focus on my studies and not other committments. Once again, i have difficulty expressing. He doesnt know why i cannot do certain things, does he? Moreover, its a matter of responsibility and character. None of which i can go against. He made it so clear, to the extent of almost spelling out the entire situation for me. But, im stuck. Really. Im afraid i cannot catch up. Im afraid i will end up with greater dissappointment.

Maybe all that is happening are just on the surface. yea i got it.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

a brighter sun for a brighter tml

small talks

one day i wanna try this!^
YAY finally have the time to blog.
This week is really very hectic with me recaching home at almost pitch dark everyday and staying up to wee hours of the morning cos i was preparing for tests the next day. Finally, its over for this week, dead tired
Going done to support PRSSCO this weekend during their practices, hopefully next tuesday, they will put up something good!yay meeting xin and the rest, woo woo got lots to tell her. miss her crap.
All the block tests results are out. some were crap others were okay only bah, resilience, all it takes to reach the finish point!When will i ever see AAAA/A in my result slip omgg):
heheee, latelt forensic heroes 2 is on channel U @ 10 pm. Go watch k, highly recommended cos got shuai ge(melts*)weeeheee, very shuai very shuai, applicable only to kevin cheng HAHA okay im beig such a retard here.
In Secondary school, when you play and party out loud, that's called happiness.
In JC, When you have no tests, that's called happiness.
See the contrasts??I've learn to be easily contented in JC, really..
24 days to syf. comeon nyco. own the rest.
perf in 12 days time
Rehearsal in 18 days


If it's really true, will you prove it and show it to me?

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
meetups excites me

terribly sick

terribly sick. Woke up feeling dead in the morning. Luckily i have my ultra wonderful 365 days mc to cover me. Went to the doctors. Down with fever, cough, flu, sorethroat, inflmation, headache.

What a time to be sick .

At times when you feel like you cannot continue, here comes a bunch of friends to buck u up, pull you along this tough road ahead, and you agreed to walk this route together. Life is tough, and its tougher to continue than quit. But once we conquer it, we ourselves become tougher.

Going for my gp tuition tml instead cos i missed mine today. And i cannot finish studying, like always uh. T_T

i love honey aloe veraaa

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

If only life was as easy as 1 2 3!

cant think of a title

HAPPY DAY SAD DAY ANGRY DAY WHat the shit is wrong with me. sorry my blog is one of the virtual ways to express out. i hate it when you dont keep things to ur promise i hate it A LOT , get it? We are students, we have lessons, we have tests, you are over demanding, you are unreasonable, you are not logical, you are unfair, you are just everything i cannot comprehend,you are just pushing me to my limit. I feel like throwing in the towel and walk off at times but i know i cant Why?? cos i din study hard enought to get into ny by purely results. im stuck. if i quit, i willbe outta school right, how pathetic. Do ppl know that? No they dont i guess They just speak a few sentences not knowing how impactful their words are They just insult you outright in the face til u feel hurt inside, yet you dono who to turn to cos you also dont wan more ppl to feel sad But at the same time you really wish for ppl to be there by you i feel so stressed up. i wanna quit, can i?

Time for an update

updated!

Last sunday was hanging out with reatrds day (Y). Almost everyone was present!:)We ate dou jiang you tiao, ate astons cos qixun looked abit sad when we say go PS eat instead haha. Anyway, this week was...'phew, am i glad that it's over!At least for the timebeing.

Passed GP and chem:) But of cos not a very decent pass and i flung maths. WTS seriously. do so much for math still so cui. Everytime see maths will have that,''hi enemy, i hate you feeling' how you tell me?): I stil bother to msg mr tan ask bout calculator pblm he reply me your gc spoil, throw away. LOL wth man seriously. Like that next time how to ask you tell me. Econs econs my dearest econs, my hopes are all on you. And for geog, can pass jiu okay liao, counting the fact that when we were stepping into the hall, we din even knw what sinuosity ratio was LOLOL

CO four times a week. is almost an everyday is CO day kinda thing. Lots of thigns to settle. Erhu was bombarded by ding like siao. we will buck up. I don see what is stopping us yea!JIAYOU ERHU, JIAYOU NYCO, to the second GWH 2011! Gao hu ah gao hu omgg, pls don fail me okayy. and to - , i will say i think nyco is a dark horse and we will outdo the rest. It doesnt matter what school is before or after us, because we are. NYCO.:]we are unique , that does it alright, in your face!HEH

Co practices are intense now, i mean which school wouldnt be!?But sometimes i really wish for a breather. One which i would have time to reflect upon.

mind's a whirl now. be there will you?

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

thank you deanna and the exco of the previous bath for coming out with the gwh board, sincerely appreciate it a lot.