JANUARY 2010Definitely one of the most crazy months i had ,playing and hanging out with my retards, those memories and our super on the spot outings. Remembered that there was once we went to pick oscar up at the airport and then we went to his house, then to changi village for lunch and went to pulau ubin to cycle.random max.Went out shopping with vivien too like almost every single week and i met her everyday la. going for our Kbox sessions etc. ohyea, i was still working as liese promoter too, at different branches of watsons, standing there memo-ing all we had to say just for $50 per session. Not forgetting all the poly open houses we went to, discusing and talking bout all the courses and stuff.11/01/10, the day where our O level results released. well, some how till date i still feel kinda bad for shouting at him, din knw why i did that too but still what's done cant be undone. but if i were to rewind time, im sure it wont happen again, maybe i would be more courageous and maybe things would be different. Overall fun month, worth it to relive again!
FEBRUARY 2010This month was the month i ended my relationship. Din know how it started and din really know how it ended either. everything was mutual from the start till the end. I remembered that it happened during CCA bazar and i had Co after that, really felt like crying that time.But i realised, there was no one who i could turn to at that time too.Those who felt so close to me now ended up in different schools. We are physically apart and this could not just bring my spirits up at all either. Felt so lost (for that period). I slowly settled into nyjc.Things slowly got better. CNY this year was quite nice the feeling of togetherness and visiting each other etc.Went to IMH for performance with nyco too. a new experience for me.
MARCH 2010A month when proper lessons are in line for me.Slowly got routinized to JC style of life. Its study study play study study and more study.The first time my entire 1035 class pon-ed the pe module and we all had an impromptu outing to my house. great location i know. Then we were playing truth or dare and i started to realise my batch of friends are quite fun. started to open up to them more.And FYI, the next week(dont ask me why after so long), we were caught for pon-ing PE module and we got scolded for being the class that had the highest record of pon-ners. Awesome: ) But it's a nice memory after you look back at it now.It's just funny.How 20+ people could actually just do this, together. March holidays, i went to AFamousa(msia) with my extended family. It was fun max:) i tried the bungee jump and got back in return a heart pumping aderline rush.shiok feeling though. I realised i am more daring than what i thought i was and appeared to be.
APRIL 2010Highlight for this month would be the nyco concert. When 1035 and my dearest sec school friends , and other friends who supported me for my concert by purchasing the tickets and of course turning up. It was heart-warming. Plus those practices we had, the seniors just appeared as older siblings there for us. They were funny, they bond with us, talk to us and help us. Just like in prss. Everything was so perfect. It was then i started to feel that im slowly getting attached to nyco. I slowly started to accept and feel welcomed by the people there. Oh and we had our first girls' stayover at mac's house. The 6 of us watched a late night movie @cine then we took a bus back and met kenny and joel at macs.Life was different then i had never done this before in sec school and the interaction was just different in a good way.Remembered how the 6 of us startde off in orientation. we hit off well and were able to get high almost instantly. I thought,heyy jc life is gonna be easy now, it seems so fun:)
MAY 2010This month was filled with interviews. CCA, JAPAN kyushu trip interview everything. First off, CCA, filled up the form and i pondered upon how realistic life was. Oputunities come to everyone, but only those who grab and cheerish them will succeed. Those who din let their guts down, those who took things seriously, and those who battle their fear with determination and the power of their will to do things will be given a chance upon to achieve. I tried , i applied, i went and i got it. But i was still uncertain if i am up to it. It was scary facing 13 sitting as the panel of judges as you look at them with thoughts cramming up in ur brain. But now that i have got it, i will put in my best. As for japan trip, i am really really calm when i went for the interview and i was really happy and 100% did not regret signing up for it. The visit to the hotto house, the memories i had in kyshu esp with shell and my new ny friends are just part and parcel of my wonderful nyjc memory, experience that money cant buy. Kyushu trip was one of the best school trips i had. The other was desaru:)cos we sat the motor boat as a class at night at the swamps catching fireflies, how cool is that uh!
JUNE 2010Ended my kyushu trip and really absorbed lots of life long lessons that i will always remember, Seeing how people can do good and evil just in the face of money and the innate behaviour of human beings to forgo consequences just for self interests and benefits. Fostered friendships with new friends i made and saw a different part of the world in just a short 7 days. I wished the trip was longer. really wished. Remembered our performances for hitsuyukan high school , how the handsome taiko drum guy was spotted and shell and i bought our banana milk and hide in our room. That was the time shell and i got even closer and appreciated each other more. Also, not forgetting MYE in june. Felt scared and of cos the usual me, exam coming , must mug so i tried to settle down after kyushu trip and hit for the books.Oh and this was also the month chloe was diagnosed with pompe)':
JULY 2010A sad month where my jc friendship was rocky.And how we just spoiled audrey's bday. And how we realised things cant be avoided and that we needed o talk things out. But somehow some of us were just unable to express and understand the entire situation, our clique split. oh and i did horribly for mye. my rankpoints was jialat.and i thought to myself, maybe im playing too much, it's three more months to promos if im not gonna work hard, i am gonna be killing myself.Senior sgraduated from CO, realised seniors made up the entire co and they actaully do mean alot to me.This month din make me very happy so i decided not to dwell on it too much.
AUGUST 2010The arrival of august was awaited by me and how singapore got into the YOG frenzy and i wasnt that amazed actually.I saw how some of my friends got involved and till date i still think that it actually eats up a lot of time and it isnt worth it. Maybe cos im not the type of sports person but i saw how friends missed lessons, tests and lectures and that they had difficulties catching up. Anyway on a lighter note, i went for the LTC crap and i witnessed the passing of the torch relay. quite cool actually . Not the torch but the bus:D HEHE oh and i remembered this year's NDP was cool .
SEPTEMBER 2010AWESOME MONTH!HAd a super well planned and celebrated 17th birthday by retards, erhu clique and of cos with jody and hannah. I enjoyed myself for all the celebrations because i realised it's only when we are in different schools, only then we realised how much time we actually apend with each other. How much do we actually mean and stand in each others heart and the strength of friendship grew with the distance between all of us.I was touched by them and for jody and hannah the celebrationw as also fun and the fish and co was also yummmy, speaking of it makes me hungry now!! This month was full of celebrations and i dono, thinking of it now just makes me happy even. How i got tricked by vivien and oscar form the beginning, pretty amazing.OH and this was also the month when me and my class guys and PT when to eat tau huay and it rained and we walked under a CARDBOARD. SO CUTE RIGHT. All these epic moments on my flashbacks now are the moments i think i will remember cos it's rare and you don do it everyday. How often to you run in the rain with ur friends or walking under the cardboard moving like turtles?
OCTOBER 2010Promos approaching!Stayed back on some days, not a lot actually for NSP. It was something i never tried before also because i always believe that i am more productive studying alone at home in my room with the air con on full blast at 18 degrees. good for the brain but not good for the body cos too cold haha. but it was one lifeless month where i practically study like crazy everyday as cca had stand down.promos were crazyy
NOVEMBER 2010YAY hard work does pay off. i was quite satisfied but not totally, virgo, perfectionists. i screwed up my gp la. damn it but overall i think i did improved a lot from mye and yea i think even though i had spent manny hours studying like siao it was all worth it because it beautify a very impt piece of paper also known as the result slip. OH and this was kao ji month when i started looking around frantically for seniors to guide me. THANKS AGAIN to junyuan and yiyan for helping me. Really owe you guys one. without ur help i may have slept through my entire grade and not even turn up for it cos i knew i was gonna fail big time. even the moment after i walked out of the examination room i cried. xin was there. jy was there. he still offered me some fake panda biscuits ahaha but that moment was totally opposite of myresulys cos i never expected at all a merit. alli wanted was a mere pass not some grade 2 marks to distinction even. so ty sooo much to the two seniors. seniors really help me alot. super grateful for them
DECEMBER 2010Here i am in december 2010 where it was a kinda relaxed month for me. i played and i know, it's almost over. 2010 is definitely not the best year in my perception but one year that made me stronger because i started anew and fresh. i will surpass my limits in 2011.
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI2010, get over it