why wouldnt people understand

The first part of the post is dedicated to my beloved PRSSCO: > Gearing up for Syf 2011 Cupcakes for every single member participating in Syf 2011, CHIO RIGHT!?;)

The cupcake was full of butter, im serious!!&yes!Alumnis get to eat too!

Ingredients: Love, passion, resilience

The goal for tuesday!

Okay ignore this, the picture looks retarded here.

HAHA okay, this epic junior RX!

He's epic/cui/dono what to do face. HAHA

dearest cookie who seem kinda sick these few days, man ): hope he hurry recovers!

ooo love love ooo

Saturday

Went down to TECC to lend PRSSCO my support. It has been a sweat-filled journey for most of them i believe. It wasnt easy for any batch to get gold with honours even. But two batches have done it. Now, i believe, too that the juniors have the ability and the seniors are counting on them to keep the torch burning. Ding's ruthless scoldings, late night practices and the cold freezing auditorium were part of the package-endurance. But i think, them, having come thus far is on their very last lap of the race. Jiayou PRSSCO:> On tuesday, you will see a big batch of seniors going down to SCH there to support you guys physically and mentally . We will be there to witness yet another historical moment of our orchestra. Oh and another thing that warms my heart deeply are the little things the teachers done. I remembered, for my batch, Mr wong bought pao pao cha for everyone and Ms kuan bought Magnum ice cream to excite us. Seniors wrote little notes and placed ferero-rocher on our chairs when we left for break, and when we returned, we were surprised with these little actions. This year, like always the teachers , i believe, made cupcakes for them. And yes, arnt they like so chio!? every single cupcake was personalised with their names on it. And yes, though it tasted buttery, you can taste the effort ,desire and warmth from the big PRSSCO family. Love that feeling. So on a lighter note, will be going down on tuesday with my batch people and we shall hope for the best on thursday. Recieving the results shall be the most climatic moment !!

Sunday(Today)

Went for Ian's group tuition today. Well, dont know why. The problem does not lie with him, it lies with me. I think im the one who has problems catching up. My speed is like a lil slower than people. But maybe i havent include the fact that they have already completed the entire topic unlike my school which haven started at all> :so in other words, i am like starting from scratch, how pathetic. The three hours to me was like (*omgg, wth is he, im like uber lost) and i think my face also show signs that im in my own world uh, couldnt even answer his qns. Guess gotta stick back to my 1 to 1 tuition. Maybe it suits me better. After tuition, he called??I told him i preferred one to one. And he said that he couldnt garuntee a gd timing nearing exams. But somehow i wonder, what else could i actually ask for?>: He told me to focus on my studies and not other committments. Once again, i have difficulty expressing. He doesnt know why i cannot do certain things, does he? Moreover, its a matter of responsibility and character. None of which i can go against. He made it so clear, to the extent of almost spelling out the entire situation for me. But, im stuck. Really. Im afraid i cannot catch up. Im afraid i will end up with greater dissappointment.

Maybe all that is happening are just on the surface. yea i got it.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

a brighter sun for a brighter tml