mixed up feelings

Today, i think im shock that me myself had the courage to go and pack my room knowing it is ever-so-messy state but at least now it is neater. Some other day when i am free again. i shall go and pack the three drawers of mine with lots of precious memories.
As i packed my stuffs, i saw some things that belonged to me in the past. Again, friendships and relationships matters came to my mind.How things started off from hatred to normal friends to gd friends to eye candies and even being together. How our fingers interlocked each others, how we cycled till sunset and those long bus rides home.

Blinded by love, that's why it cannot be defined.
Led by it, girls definitely get swept off their feet.
Not having the courage to take the first step, because it takes two hands to clap.

I'm really envious of those who had really been in a relationship like those realy long ones . friends of mine who got happily attached and the feeling of being loved. envious much. And btw you see, most of the people like >90% of the people who have time and the committment for such relationships are in poly ): Sometimes i wonder if i ever took the right path of coming to jc. It's very tiring and it's already damn zai if you can handle the studies and CCA , what's more with an extra relationship, help you by accelerating the process of screwing up ur life. okay, off with those random deep thoughts that i drown myself into. I really hope that you prove me wrong. I dont want you to be like my past.

Kor went diving and im stuck at home as usual today. It's been a raining sunday afternoon.

This week's plan:mon go zoo with 1035!8). Tuesday get results, let's just get through this together. i wanna be in honour roll, help me.. pls? But i think chancs are nt high so nvm, it's just a little hope. Wednesday HOLIDAY: ) i might have extra make up lessons. Let's hope there is. Thursday,lectures): Friday, School + CO. Sat, erhu! SUnday, 4E5 class outing!!YAY and next week's clan outing . Time to make darren's and jenn's card. ;)
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
aishiteru