directions

Funnyy hehehe.

Sometimes, things just made me ponder bout my direction in life. Will things work out just the way i planned? Like a perfect remedy to life. If only this were true man.

Tml's gonna be a long day omggg.-.- mon end school at 4(today.) tomo at 8 wed at 8 thursday at 1 and friday at 8. 8pm is my average time i leave the school okayy. omg sad case.

ahhh i din speak to you today.):SAD

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

draw a circle with straight lines, try it!

hope hope hope

Friday's cming. im scared.im afraid.
I hope i can make it. if i dint/made it, will you be there for me?
will you be there to wipe my tears?will you be there to share my joy?
will i even see you? i hope to. really hope to.

D&D sounds exciting at the end of the year:) But from now, it looks like its still a long way to go. Will i survive till then?That's a really good question!:)

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
if i closed my eyes and opened my heart, will you walk in?

long day

LOL retarded hahah
Met jody and the guys this morn to celebrate bc's bday!We ate at macs and then we din know where to go so we went his house and played monopoly. But i left like quite early due to my GP tuition which i almost fell asleep. they were talking bout some world govts, those topics that i will never wanna do cos simply i don havethe adequate content knowledge of it to even get a pass. It's hard to pass gp for me):It's damn harddd! Anyway, i was early for tuition haha ard 5 mins earlier cos somehow i could not find the bus stop and then i thought i was late so i started to walk like damn fast board the bus and i was like oh shit i forgot to count how many stops are there and i was very afraid that i would like just fall asleep. After a while when the surrounding still very very unfamiliar to me, u started to think like oh die did i take the wrong bus, should i alight here so that i may be in time to catch another correct bus back for tuition? Then i saw this familiar sign that put my mind at ease HEH
After tuition i rushed down to tamp like a G6!haha okay crap. so i stepped into the CO room and the old nostalgic feel was back HEH their set piece islike some going to war kindda song but i htink its nice eh, maybe even nicer than our sail. Ours like listen already wanna sleep HAHA then listened to their huang he chang xiang. It's not bad as in i think that the perc section is more zai than nyjc. Reason being, they have more exp players and that they are exceptional with the only lacking problem is their tai feng. That's all. i think fr nyco there is only a handful zai players. Others are newbies so they need some time to pick up but i am sure they can do it too:)
PRSSCO NO 11'2011 GWH OKAY!!:DDD jiayou jiayou!!Your seniros all cheering and screaming for you below the stage. If i can go down on the actual day, i definitely will;)
After CO ended i played MD with rx, weijie, xin and clarice!Epic funny and wj wanted to steal my $14m but failed!!HAHAH but i guess he's quite good at MD rx is the total opp!cui max !HAHAH he only know how take his small drum to bang around distract ppl!HAHA If only these times remained, life would be awesomeeee

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
SECURITY GUARDS ARE IRRITATING CREATURES

another perspective

HEYY
omg thank god its friday. This week had been a damn hectic tests week. Also, we got back like our geog papers, econs assignments etc. well..what more do you expect. School had been taxing. Esp math lectures. Staying awake is a damn big pblm. Concentrating is almost impossible.
CO seems more fun now to me. Esp with the juniors. cos i guess maybe they are just so funny?? It's just the perspective i use to look at things bah. lessons ended and i went to CO rm with pei cos she say wanna open door for teng da. He's a quite ncie guy bah i feel just shy but i think can change de, it takes time. cos he started with some lame jokes le, meaning he is starting to open up which is smthg gd!Then andre came and yea after a while, rx came. so rx pei and i went out to lunch hahah and it was epic cos i was laughing bout rx's pe lesson. he sooo cui.HAHA gd luck to him LOL and then it was CO so yea normal prac until after CO then i went hm tgt with weijie, ruixiang, matthew, choonwang,tengda and victor(if i remember his name correctly)hahah and yea we talked bout some really crappy and funny stuffs.HHAHA
Celebrating bocheng's bday tml morn, going for tuition, meeting my juniors at PRSS again for a motivational 'talk'or session with the CO peeps and back hm:)sounds funnn,eggg-cited!
i wan this to last.!

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
look at things from a different angle and get a different view

TESTS week is... OVER

Maybe that is what is lacking now.

YAY tests are over. EVen though i know i screwed up my chemistry test, but.. aiya its over le also right!?Econs tests was good, hopefully can do well. Chem test was screwed, i had practically no idea wth i was doing la. i was just drawing wadever that comes to mind-most prob is wrong, im sure ms tan will have a damn easy time marking the papers. GP test was relatively okay. im glad i had read a similar topic that i could refer to. So it was quite okay for the planning part and just translating everythign from my brain to my hand and onto the papers. Math was careless): but can pass la. just that i hope still can A): WELL, anywayy, now that is overrr, awesomeee. Gonna go back to PRSS On saturday with feli mama xinying shell:DDing's cming back ohnoooo hahahaha!!

SL training next tuesday and i realised actually i dono much abt it HHEHE except im one grp's facilitator?and errr i dono le hahah.Next week is generally a more relaxed week, hopefuly i will get to relax like a little?This week was crazyy!!
AND this is SUPERR EPIC HAHAH ok apparently we had a math lecturer all along i thought it was miss lee, but its ms teo T_T OH NOOO HAHAH okok, actually i dont really know the faces of them la cos even though they are co teachers they nt really involved hahah okok paiszehhh:PPPP confirm correct now the name cos i saw the face LOLOL

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
WAAAA OO loveeeee

i know deep down within

Not gonna interfere in the future.

remember this. you walk your way i walk mine.

our paths don cross and hence our minds.

we'll be strangers and i think the world will be hellota better.

econs test today. relatively okay. hope it is gonna turn out well. off to chem now. gambattehhh!

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

bring it up. im not afraid

my life

i wan back my sec school life.
sometimes some people think that they act zai means they are zai. for certain reasons, the more they act, the more they fake themselves. they wanna play the game. i will play with them. I don care how you see me. so long as im doing things right, its fine.

crazy bananas,
qiao hui

COGE camp.

Unhappy stuff. forget it. memory clear and starts form a new piece of paper. shant be bothered by trival stuff.T_T

On a lighter note peien, shell, andre,zm, louis, cy, renyi, alvin and val + me were at the co room after we all bathe and we talk and played games then after that wonderful i did my tuition hw and ard 3 we went out to the fitness corner to see star!and moon! and htht. Funny max,. Then we tired le go to CO room and slept at 4am woke up at 6.10 am to eat breakfast:)) renyi sooo nice help us go buy and i owe him $7.10 stilL!HAAA. gotta pay him back soon., so ncie uh he help to buyy!ty renyi!and i think my 4 juniors are damn cute hahahaah. wj,rx,matt, cw!

OH just now so malu. mr lin wa slike come everybody squueze take picture then after that all get ionto position alrdy 3..2..OOW!(someone poke me) T_T ZZ i thought it was renyi but he said not him so must be zm!he's trademark action le lor.

screwed up camp):

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

know ur status before you open ur mouth

a little time out

VALENTINES:)
Thank you to all the people who flood me with choc/sweets/notes/ flower etc.
Thank you to all my ny friends i made. valentines day is the day you show love to ur friends around you and im glad im one of those you actually remembered;)
And to my dearest Jacksons 1. Thank you for ur Vday gift. The book is super epic and im keeping it safe man! I din know i left such an impression on you guys. nonetheless, it was worth finding out and may you al keep in touch in ny k!
BUSY BUSY week): the stress is cming again. ahh i feel like running away but i know i cannot. and pohzy and other seniors have enlisted to ns, hopefully they will enjoy themselve and gain exposure in army:D JIAYOU !!
Today's korkor bday later will cut ice cream cake YAY
Camp tomo. everything seems messy. getting lil flustered): hopefuly it goes well.
I think i have set the wrong impression upon you since day one. now that i've seen it, i will change my view and yea let's draw the line. We'll walk our own ways.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
i need to lift the stone form my heart

im feeling irritated, like ttm

First it was the teacher's way of teaching, (pissed off) then it was the bkgrd convo, then the telephone, trust me, when you are irritated even the slightest sound make you disturbed ya.
what a way to start my sunday
shant dwell on it
Yesterday i went to qixun's house with the reatrds so yea it was fun:)
There was vivien, oscar, darren, june, cornelius, qixun and I. Arthur was sickk): get well soon man!And jenn i have no idea why haha. so we ate at bedok point which consisted of many food outlets and then we took a bus to tanah and walked to qixun's house and the first time we actually walked wrong route lor hahah but it was nice talking to them again, like those LENG xiao hua and the very very leng xiao hua. yep, and we played black jack!I won $12:) And i heard mr chio lost $50 plus hahahah . I wanna play again and after A levels, we shall all go to TW tgt and play.We already had the idea and it is planning it progress! Hopefully we all do equally well and enroll in the same uni and see each other everyday (Y). the feeling upon seeing them is just soo heartwarming. yayyy love them max!
Going out or some gathering again soon. i dono hw do my geog table.. GG la.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
heartbeat

TGIF

SO much hw this weekend
SO many happenings
SO many stuffs to do

Physically unable to stay awake so i fell into slumber at around 10 plus and woke up at 130 after i felt guilty.school work is really taxing. CO is very busy and its taking up lots of time esp with the camp cming up!

dont treat me too well, i might mistaken your actions
dont do too much
dont give me hopes
dont let me fall

valentines on monday.
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

OMGG

our one and only entire orientation picture of all the ogls and sc!
Been very busy the few days, like who isnt man!
okay so anyways, i recieved a text from - on sunday morn which totally send my mood down the drain la, like totally okay. so yea i had to do something before it gets worse so yea, trying to solve the issue now
Oh and i have been testing out math tutors this week too since mr tan got time tabling stuff to settle and yea meaning i have nobody to answer my doubts): So yest
CASE 1: In some HDB in serangoon north ave 4. I had a damn hard time locating the block cos the lay out was damn freaking complicated, don believe me go and check it out urself. Anyways, the ''teacher'' opened the door and she looked like some typical aunty. SERIOUS. no joke LOL and she was like wearing some dress my ah ma wear's to sleep . Okay nevermind, so i proceed with the tuition and then yea its not say very effective but i managed to clear my doubts:]
CASE 2: A damn zai proffessor look -a-like!Today was my trail lesson with coach Ian. (notice how i use the word coach and not teacher cos he insists so) Yea , okay la, at first i was like wts, who charges $300 per session uh!? By the arrival of the A levels i would have fed him a good $12000 SIAOOO EH. Cannot imagine my parents slogging so hard for this guy. But he is good. i mean real good. His professionalism silenced me and he could tell if i grasp the concept with the look and my steps. He is systematic, the kind of tcher i like cos i realised his teaching method also kinda alike to mr low.And he dresses very high class, drive BMW to my house and use laptop and some tech to teach, damn high tech and he gave some vgd way to remember stuffs which i think is damn useful for me. I shall consider him. But i gotta know the financial part cos i dont think its very nice to spend money this way and my parents working so hard for it)))):but my parents are suportive of him bcos after he left i could do my tutorial (Y) awesomeee
CASE 3:Sunday morning and i will be having some rjc lecturer or some kind cming down to my house to teach me. Hopefully can clear more doubts and if he teaches almost teh same effectiveness i might consider him then case 2 cos case 2 is really crazy like ex max.
Tuition on sat late morn for gp HAVEN DO HW LOL GG
Sat afternoon going to qixun hosue to meet up with retards to play guitar hero and LO HEI:D
Evening got some gathering
Sunday morn tuition for math by that rjc guy
Afternoon got gathering.
WHY SO MANY GATHERINGS ): mannnn
WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI
BLOOPPP

DAY 2 CNY 2011!!

Here's my very budget $14 dress:)

second day of cny, visiting of relatives etc, father's friends and mummy's friends next week.

So many old folks visited this cny, and suddenly it just daunts on me.

If a 107 year old great grand aunt is still hanging on to life so strongly, why arent we when we are just 15% of her age?How much does it actually ache ur loved ones when they realised you no longer recognise them? I guess such feelings must be super heart breaking and it isnt really a v.gd sign.

What do you see and feel for ur god mother/ father when you see them in thei 80s' with a slower reaction time and another being tied down with illnesses such as parkinsons disease?painful, indeed.

on the brighter side, visitied uncle carrot and his bro in the house and dono why suddenly i felt so itchy there)))):But uncle carrot and his bro was funnny! Who says i always bully him on fb!? He's the one who come deesiao me first lor!tsk tskk.

gp tuition tml SAO XING T_T seriously.

PA's friend cming over tml evening too! Next sunday having lunch with mummy's friends!

Following sat, dinner with carrot and some of pa's friends?tbc

why do you seem to have distant from me yet again.

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

CNY

HAPPY CNY:)

CNY!!
Happy CNY people:)

countdown was relatively okay bah last night, just that i dont know why the cny mood aint that hyped up yet, still in post orientation mood, no mood for cny! It's the first time i ever felt this way y'knw!but in any case morn i waited for my paternal relatives to arrive before going over to my maternal relatives.oh plus i loh-hey-ed! and it was just messy max.

tuition on sat morn=sao xing)))))))))):

tml gonna visit my ah gong, uncle carrot, 3rd gugu, 5 uncle+ botak uncle

hopefully i dont fall asleep:]i guess the mostinteresting one would be visiting the carrot tml bah!

update soon!

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

spread the love. it aches when someone you love dont rememebr you, at all.

orientation's overr!

DAY 2

DAY 3

DAY 4

Orientation's over. initially i was thinking waaa be ogl damn cool but the prep towards the actual thing was kinda tedious. i broke down. But after experiencing the entire thing, the process wasrealllly worth it. especially JACKSONS. Even though we dint win, but we had a fair play, we did our best, we forged friendships under the big ny family:)) JACKSONS OGLs FTW~~this bunch of people had helped me a lot, like really a lot. From the admin stuffs to everything else, luckily andrew was there to help out, otherwise i really think i cant cope. As for the cheers, thank you siliang for helping to join cheers together and helping me out too.and zm, im gonna kill you. hahahah jkjk! Yea, so i guess i really had my fair share of fun these few days too;)we just gone high like never before like as though its our orientation hahaha. But isnt this what orientation is all about??:DThank you sincerely, form the deep deep deeep deeeeeep down in my heart, thanks you to anyone and everyone who helped me out in the orientation and including nan and vegetation for helping me to take stuffs in class:)

WITH LOVE,QIAO HUI

fair play